Tonight we are getting ready. I am feeling fussy. I am running around doing laundry, getting the kids' clothes laid out and packing my bag. It has been an emotional weekend for all of us, but now we are ready to move forward. I don't blame anyone for freaking out because i think it was good in a way for everyone to get all their feelings out. In such a stressful time as this, i think it was bound to happen. I have been walking around with a fake smile on my face, but internally I have been in turmoil. I deliver the mail and that is a lot of time alone on the street thinking of all the good and bad things that could happen, all the whille pretending nothing' wrong.
We have asked for a lot of prayers and I know all of you have been offering them on our behalf. That gives me so much comfort. I am feeling peaceful tonight because it is in the Lord' hands now and there is nothing more I can do. I have faith that we will be taken care of.
James and I head to Phoenix tomorrow after dialysis. His surgery is on tuesday at 10:00 am. I will keep updates coming as much as I can.
Polycystic Kidney/Football
This is how big James' kidneys are. A regular kidney is the size of a fist.
Stay strong Steph! Reading everything you and your family are going through, step by step, your feelings, your emotions. It's so beautiful and touching! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers...
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